For years I begged for the tears to flow and they never would, now sitting here tonight I wonder why in the world I would ever beg God for the ability to cry. Tears flow now, when I am happy, when I am sad, when I see a baptism (even if it is of a complete stranger) and tonight for…
Year: 2012
Insanity of Life
Since the end of summer I feel like my life has been set on fast forward with moments of that jumpy VHS pause. There have been days where getting out of bed has been the victory of my day; dishes, laundry and straightening up have been far from priority (sorry, babe). I have had glimpses of breakthrough followed by days…
Stripping Away My Independence
So a little while ago I did a {post} about losing my physical ties to my independence but there is still a need for me to leave my independence abandoned on the side of the highway of life. This is an exert out of a blog from over two years ago: “I had never realized how much fear there actually…